I got the call yesterday around noon. "The pathology report came back. No cancer or precancerous cells present." I knew I was worried, but didn't realize how much until then. I was crying pretty hard.
I thought I wanted to write an insightful post about how I have been feeling and what I was thinking. But who wants to read that at this point, right?
I slept so well last night and will enjoy the days leading up to the next scare. Because, unfortunately, there will be more.
As my very intelligent friend, L, said, "When this comes back as NO CANCER, you will then know the other side of this waiting. The first time was cancer, this time no cancer. Maybe that will help you in the future." You were right, L. Thank you, my friend.
So I won't bore you with how I was really scared and tell you about the roads I went down when I couldn't sleep at night. Instead, I will thank you, once again, for your prayers, support, love, and friendship.
I will end this here. My boys are calling me to "play, Mommy!"...
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